RUNBABYRUN

2011-12-30T09:45:00.001+08:00

someone please lemme lie on the floor and spin around in circles. thats what i feel my heart is doing right now.

stop struggling, heart! lemme have some calm moments man

2011-12-28T15:45:00.000+08:00

O M G B U L L S E Y E ! ! !

2011-12-02T19:43:00.001+08:00

our dg recently became so close, esp the older members :)

we can talk about anything, from boys to laughing at anything at all!
really amazed at what jesus can do for us, and i really hope mission trip will be a great time for ALL of us! ;)

2011-12-02T19:42:00.001+08:00

#guyswho does an eyebrow jump only for you

That's my Jesus!

2011-12-01T20:01:00.001+08:00

lol iphone camera quality kinda lousy.

so 27th nov was our sunday special item skit performance :D

Had a really fun time with all the actors and the adults that helped us

we stayed at suntec from 6am to 8+pm (including playing, eating time)

then me and danielle went to joy's place for a sleepover

IT WAS A GOD-GIVEN ADVENTURE

GUESS WHO GOT A PHOTO WITH THIS HOTTIE

2011-11-19T21:54:00.001+08:00

2011-11-18T23:38:00.001+08:00

so there's this annoying guy that claims he likes me. but to me it seems more like a thing he says to every single girl.
not like im gonna get affected or anything cus i personally dont see anything hot from his prof pics. DORK (not the cute way, unlike someone else haah)
yup so today he called me and i think it was a dare or something. it went something like "hey baby, i like the way you eat oranges (?), damn sexy"
im not sure if i heard wrong, cus his voice was to loud.

seriously, guys like you should stop treating girls as truth or dare toys. you make me unable to take you seriously. and the last time you told me i was boring, thats cus i dont wanna talk to you. i typed as little as i wanted cus i dont think you're cool.

nuff said, i think he's lame
but then at least he's nice

peeved

2011-11-13T21:20:00.001+08:00

today im feeling kinda peeved. srsly ley, just cus i didnt go to church i feel like my day wasnt filled up with spiritual goodness yet.

sigh.
1. had netcarn today, such a waste of time. 3 games (out of which i only managed to stay for 2) in 4 hours. srsly???!!
its like we have a 1hr + break after every game. -.- total waste of time, i could have gone to church instd. then when i had to leave, mrs J sort of scolded me cus of my irresponsibility. true, but it totes dampened my mood.

2. freaking realised that i forgot to take my ez link card back from leader. totally peeved at tht time. like omg, im gonna be late for mission trip meeting if i go back to get it. i was considering taking mrt with cash. but gosh it will cost A LOT. so i decided to go back to get it. sigh, the feeling of having to keep a smile on because you're the cheerful one.

3. went to shower at my other condo at dhoby ghaut. and realised that the shampoo i brought out with me today, which was also the one i brought ytd to use after mission trip trng on saturday. then i realised it was FREAKIN' EMPTY. LIKE WTF WHICH BITCH USED ALL OF IT UP. omg this was like the NUMBER ONE KILLER OF MY MOOD. I WAS SO STICKY I NEEDED TO FREAKING USE SHAMPOO. lol ok my fault i didnt check the contents when i left home. BUT SRSLY BITCH ISNT IT A NATURAL THING.. NO ONE IN THEIR PROPER MIND WILL FINISH SOMEONE ELSE'S PRODUCTS. LIKE DO NOT FINISH SOMEONE'S FOOD.
GAH OMG BITCH IS A CHEAPSKATE. and she acts like nothing is her fault. srsly. girl if you're reading this, this is personal but just pretend that you did not read this when you meet me. i will act like i didnt talk about this at all. but bitch. omg you piss me off so bad.
NOW I KNOW WHY YOUR FRIENDS HATE YOU. YOU ARE A SENSELESS, SHAMELESS WOMAN. UGH YOU THINK EVERYONE WANTS IS GONNA GIVE YOU FOOD JUST CUS YOU STICK YOUR ARM OUT. ok i mean thats what everyone does, but then you act like you deserve it. you try to beg for it, but actl you're taking it for granted that it'll be given to you. you go "can i have some please? i really love this omg!" . i'll just be like.. b i t c h , s h u t t h e h e l l u p .

chill omg.
then things went ok until after mission trip meeting

4. i knew there would be a bad outcome. totally man. at first it was real bad. like i totally wanted to cry from all these things that happened to me today. then i asked some manipulating questions to get that truth out of you. turns out at least you had the thought. "its the thought that counts"right?
yeap so it was ok, just that it added thisssss much to my unhappiness.

5. some asshole blogger totally defamed my blogshop on twitter -.- he said i told him that i provided postage. and that i wasnt responsible in telling him that his order has arrived. like wtf. it was supposed that he agreed to waiting 2-3 weeks after 5th nov for his goods. its not even 3 weeks after 5th nov and he blames me. i told him there's no rush to inform you since your goods arent even supposed to arrive this early. like srsly what are you gonna do if the items are not here yet? and you think i cant see what you're saying on twitter? lol bitch. and he kept scolding vulgarities in his tweets. fffff. i still wanna maintain my reputation and make him change his mind about me. (he's a blogger that can help advertise if he's satisfied with my svc) so i apologised a bit and yeah. MY DAY WAS FULL ON ASSHOLES

6. mom is being freaking irritating

7. customer is being stupid. cant talk english properly, at least read my english properly. i told you, only bishan this week. no paya lebar. no you cant try your luck bitch

omg, god bless me. mum is being f---ing irritating right now.

mission trip training

2011-11-12T20:51:00.001+08:00

ok this is a more fun topic :D

mission trip trng was kinda tiring.

- 500 pushups (girl style for girls)

- running (a small bit)

- jumping jacks (about 40+?)

-some weird ass exercise -.-

we had to do it on the grass, with weird flying insects. and i saw this guy who just did everything diligently! 佩服佩服 :D

during the mission trip trng, i felt like all of us (lvl 3) really felt like a big group since we were doing evrthing together. like we were suffering the same thing.

felt a sense of achievement and happiness after the whole thing.

me and eloise were just cheating throughout about 300+ of the pushups, throwing grass at each other. like srsly how do you expect us to do 500 properly?! lol i bet alvin was just closing an eye cus he knows its hard and he loves all of us :D

haha i love Dare level 3 :D

2011-11-12T20:38:00.001+08:00

all this excitement may even end up attacking me with disappointment. i dont even know why i set myself up so high, just to be afraid of falling back down down down down.

(btw guys, its not what you think it is..)

omg i dont even feel like telling you guys more. bye

12/11

2011-11-12T20:36:00.001+08:00

and today im just feeling totally cheated. i feel like its all okay, like "ok i dont care at all"
but i know deep down it grinds my heart bit by bit.
I felt it all being repaired today during p&w. wow i didnt know i let myself get hurt so badly!
I though i could tahan, but as i went further, the pain just got worse. its like bioaccumulation. little by little, resulting in a big pile.

omg this sucks.

2011-11-09T21:31:00.001+08:00

when im excited , i say

" K A H H H H ! !"

".... Someday Hair Mist..." "Wow that sounds cool! I mean for a girl, not a guy."

2011-11-06T12:40:00.001+08:00

2011-11-03T12:02:00.000+08:00

so recently ive been missing loads of training.. and its not that i ponned them or anything, just that i was really feeling unwell.

Just went to the doc's today and he told me i got mild athsma. T_T gave me an inhaler, and i dont really know how to use it.

sigh i wanna go sentosa this sat. but i sort of realised that i may have some netball carn thingy. but i have my MC! ^^

cont. from Talent Vogue

2011-10-30T20:52:00.000+08:00

just gonna use this post to thank those who cheered for me during TV, voted for me, or even bothered watching my performance :)

감사합니다~

And thank you Zhen Min for the nice purple flower <3

It's really chio hehe

skit skitty skit

2011-10-29T18:57:00.000+08:00

and so today was the skit rehearsal.. omg i got something to say about smells but i cant do so online o-o
shall write about it in my physical diary

yup anyway cheryl made some pretty cool improvements for the skit, so that even rebecca and samuel got a proper role! :)

and yes im still the emo main character. our performance is gonna be on the 27th nov, so come support us at church!

talent vogue

2011-10-29T09:31:00.000+08:00

so yesterday was talent vogue :)
actl if you read my tweets yesterday you'd know how i was feeling haha :p

i'll just show you my tweets now..
so first i was feeling nervous otw to school..

and after my technical rehearsal i went back to the holding room to wait for TV to start. and i was freaking alone.. no one to talk to cus they're busy doing last minute practices and makeup.. so i spend like 40min tweeting o-o

sad me, i know

BTW read the tweets from the bottom to up cus that'll be in the chronological sequence :)

as you can tell i was pretty bored..

and then this was when it was 7.30pm, still in the holding room (AVA room)

i asked choir what's their number for performance. they're 4th, so means im 5th cus im after them hehe

and i really like this tweet. it was when i was really gonna get out, when i was backstage. its like "its show time" and i walk out to perform hahaha cool shizzle

and after the show,

aiyo zhen min gave me a flower :)

and today when i woke up to check my twitter, i got a pleasant surprise!

Awwww :)

and i also remember that mr de was actually at the first row, after my performance! o-o

good thing i couldnt see anyone cus of the spotlight or i would've freaked out.

hahah in sec 2 mr de didnt believe i could do the jiggly puff thing so he made me sing it to him in class

and if that wasnt good enough, now there's a mike in TV to give jigglypuff and echo!

should sound realer, haha hope mr de is even more convinced now!

ahh and charlotte's boyf came, like aww~

and i didnt realise there were actually so many guys in the audience. why would they come anyway? hmm rgs scandals

my first job

2011-10-26T13:33:00.000+08:00

so it was my first proper job other than owning a blogshop..

I'm currently working there as a waiter. From the first time Mel told me about it from ShiYin's experience i thought is was like a game. Like those apps where they tell you to serve customers, take their orders, and take the right food/drinks, esp like those popular Sushi games.

Haha and yes that was how it was like yesterday, plus the fatigue and some awkwardness.

The manager was pretty ok to me, and the rest of my "colleagues" were quite friendly. They taught me stuff along the way so that i wont get scolded/nagged by the manager. heh.
But i felt a bit more at ease when i found out that some people havent been working there for that long.

One is spending their 3rd day there, the other has been there for 1 month.. and yeah those were the only people i kinda talked more with. just 2 people. sigh i need to be more yakky.

Anyways first, they gave me my clothes to change into, my uniform, my apron thingy, and my head scarf thing. make me look like maid only.

Then the manager taught me how to serve drinks since its the most basic. I gotta memorise how to prepare the drinks and which cups to use, as well as the symbols and shortforms that represent each drink.
e.g. I = ice lemon tea; T = cold green tea; G = hot green tea; i/w = ice water; w/w = warm water; P = pepsi; PL = pepsi lite; 7up = 7up; JP = Japanese peach; JA = Japanese apple
in speech, 大 i = I = ice lemon tea; 小 i = i = ice water; 冷 = cold green tea; 热 = hot green tea

refillable drinks: cold & hot green tea and water.

Next I learnt how to prepare tables for the next customer. this includes clearing the table, wiping the table and placing the menu and utensils on the table.
Im personally quite scared of clearing the table cus there was once i spilled a cup of cold green tea while clearing the table and it splashed onto the customer's leg, beside me, and made the floor wet.
Then i very paiseh lor i just quickly go and take tissue give the customer and then i go and take cloth that time i saw that my manager and "colleagues" were mopping and cleaning the area.. So i decided not to extra and walked to the hidden side of Ajisen, pretending that i was attending to some customers.

hoho. Then came peak period. Well i preferred the peak period time better cus then it wasnt as awkward as just standing around and getting watched by the manager. i think the manager really 대박 lei, can carry 4 big bowls of noodles on her tray. like a pyramid, 3 at the bottom, 1 stacked on top. like woah. she so skinny how to have so much strength siol.

actually stuff was basically like that for the 5 hours. then towards the end i was taught how to 端 tray. i think im quite ok at this since i already tried this for 1 or 2 bowls ytd.

yup im quite lazy to write anymore. in a nutshell it was tiring

blogshop updates

2011-10-18T08:27:00.000+08:00

hey there :) recently ive been updating my blogshop. i was so excited when i found the christopher kane cosmic clothes cus i think they're awesome :) they're cheaper than blackmilk but not as nice.. but i guess i'll just hav to make to with em

my business is slowly picking up again after the exams and ive been pretty excited, with new implementations such as my new order form by google docs. it totally gets me more organised instead of asking people to send me their orders in an excel form and then saving all of them in a folder. way too much work -_-

got some dreamcatcher accessories and f21 style clothes available now too :)
ive been searching "blogshop" on twitter and i'll tweet advertise to those who i think will shop at my blogshop

hey there do visit my blogshop :) selling and SUPPLYING a huge variety of items:http://dinosaur-pee.blogspot.com e.g f21 style clothes

yeah, copy and paste this all over and over again. hehe really hope people who follow me wont get annoyed at the many spams!

i took a look at my viewer hits and saw the graph increasing everyday ^^ how exciting. most came from my tweets. and some ppl i tweeted were so nice to RT my advert to their followers! this gives me more customers no? :)

i dont understand how people can resist buying from my blogshop. its just too cool

i hope i wont have any problem with my first time suppliers. dont wanna ruin my reputation too soon!

2011-10-06T13:44:00.000+08:00

What kind of beauty is this ^__^

2011-10-05T19:17:00.001+08:00

urban problems

lack of housing
- emergence of slums
- high rental cost but not enough money (cus of mismatch of skill)
- lack of proper facilities, toilets
- high density, fire hazards, low quality building materials
- lack of sanitation
- 60% of Mumbai's population live in slums

lack of clean portable water
- govt insufficient funds to provide clean portable/piped water
- pipes not maintained, lead to leakages and wastage of water
- Mumbai needs 4 billion litres of water daily but BMC can only supply 3.3 billion litres daily
- insufficient rain

land pollution
- inefficient refuse collection
- open defecation of slum dwellers (no proper sanitation facilities)
- domestic & industrial waste
- Guaiba, Brazil, 40 000kg waste is generated

air pollution
- increase in car ownership
- increase in CO2 emission
- a recent BMC survey showed that deaths in Mumbai due to respiratory tract infection have increased by 20.17%, pushing even heart disease and cancer aside. WHO ranks Mumbai among the top 10 most polluted cities in the world

water pollution
- leakage of sewer into water bodies
- open defecation of slum dwellers
- unplanned and unauthorized growth of city makes renovation of pipes difficult and at time almost impossible.
- can contaminate drinking water

crimes and vices
- poverty

traffic congestion

- increase in car ownership
- increase in CO2 emission
- increase in delivered goods
- increase in traffic volume
- potholes in the ground
- old cars break down easily
- poor tarred roads
- poor conditions of existing transport facilities
- insufficient public transport services
- Japan has limited space for parking

urban unemployment
- mismatch of skills

2011-10-05T18:51:00.000+08:00

-ve impacts

econ:
- loss of jobs
- destruction of infrastructure
- tourism affected

physical (environmental)
- pollution and contamination of water bodies by debris/radiation

social
- loss of lives
- inconvenience (destruction of infrastructure and public transport)
- trauma (psychological health)
- health hazards (radiation
- homeless

2011-10-05T18:39:00.002+08:00

mitigation measure
- stockpile
- evacuation routes
- reinforcement of levees/floodgates
- efficient pumps to pump out water
- educate people
- warning system
- increase river capacity

2011-09-02T14:20:00.003+08:00

im going for a pulau ubin beach clean up thing organised by OBS and ICCS(?)

quite excited cus i saw pictures of people kayaking and hiking. WHOOHOO this is prolly gonna be mini obs ;)

loved obs so much! and we prolly gonna do outdoor cooking? (according to pictures)

i still remember how i was obsessing over doing outdoor cooking with armstrong after OBS in january. lololol

city life :p

anyway i made a eraser carving for ben koh jun kiat in january, intending to give it to him during an armstrong gathering/outing. i was sort of like the organiser. but SUCKS MAN. we always cancel and ben said i was being kanjiong for arranging another outing the next sunday.

-.-

yeah so here it is! me and annie gonna give it to him as a teacher's day present, and buy him a happy birthday card too cus it was his birthday recently. AHH we are such thoughtful students!!

front says Ben KJK

back says ARMSTRONG

and the top says RGS '11

so aww right! hope ben will like it! really appreciate him to be our obs instructor and even takes time to talk to us on the armstrong past and present fb page. so thoughtful. my friends' instructors all dont bother about them heheheh

kohjunkiat is the best! gonna see him today :)

thats all, cya!

2011-08-31T20:19:00.001+08:00

SORRY MEI MEI I MADE YOU CLEAN THE HAMSTER CAGE ALL BY YOURSELF WHEN YOU WERE HAVING YOUR STUPID PSLE

2011-08-30T22:00:00.002+08:00

jelly coconut you suck why you no respond. im gonna give up on you, asshole!

always like that one lei.

if you're busy then ok i understand but wth youre on facebook!

2011-08-30T21:54:00.000+08:00

now playing: keep holding on

dont let boys determine your worth

2011-08-30T21:07:00.002+08:00

today during hillsong concert pastor dan was talking about ugly yet beautiful nail-pierced hands, i was imagining the superman power coming out in laser beams through the holes in jesus' hands and "attacking" me.

laser beams of healing, empowerment, favour, everything i need!

so next time when im taking an exam, or even starting my revision, i can imagine Jesus with me, attacking me with the powerful laser beams of blessings and i get electrocuted by them :)

2011-08-30T11:35:00.002+08:00

so.. i tried starting but i ended up saying something weird that will leave someone wondering: ok so why are you telling me this?

so i figured i suck at self control. and im starting to give up on this shit. besides, its not that exciting anymore. just freaking lame

because man's love cant ever satisfy like god's love can :)

going for hillsong today to be embraced by my Daddy God!!

2011-08-20T10:01:00.000+08:00

TALKING WITH TANDUN IS HILARIOUS HAHAHHA

ET :)

2011-08-19T23:01:00.000+08:00

i kinda want people to read my blog, and i kinda dont too.
cus then if they know exactly what im thinking its like letting them read part of my diary :o

2011-08-19T22:43:00.000+08:00

da shit, im like overwhealmed.

2011-08-18T21:26:00.000+08:00

WHO'S LAUGHING NOW?

-jessie j

2011-08-17T22:09:00.002+08:00

i feel like im being too careful. but what the hell la.

you make me feel like a dumb person. just cus im a girl, doesnt mean im inexperienced, weak, bimbo, 千金小姐, etc.

I'm different from the girls in your school ok? prolly all the bimbo/paikia/blond-ish people there

gah! you make me seem like a fool

2011-08-14T22:08:00.001+08:00

i wanna dedicate 2ne1's 'i dont care' to you.

actually i wont. but i feel so tempted to. you are so nice, yet an asshole. which side should i believe?

2011-08-14T22:06:00.001+08:00

hullooo! are you trying to be an asshole here?

2011-08-14T21:33:00.002+08:00

just when i was gonna give up, you surprised me like WOAHH.

so imma be nice to you :)

but please ah, will it kill you to start the conversation first?! Dont make me look desperate la!

2011-08-14T20:37:00.002+08:00

he's full of surprises.

i cannot!

but i feel like im being the weird one.

pencil story- New Creation Church

2011-08-10T22:23:00.001+08:00

TWITTER MIDNIGHT FUN

2011-08-10T21:53:00.002+08:00

recently on twitter ive been tweeting

#janicefacts, which is about what guys do that are attractive to me

and

#tipstoguys, which is basically what i hope for guys to learn :)

hahah its really fun. maybe i'll tweet more tonight if i have more to say

2011-08-10T21:34:00.001+08:00

i need an oovoo account!

ive downloaded it, but havent installed it cus i need administrator password! darnn.

FAREWELL TANDUN

2011-08-09T17:55:00.002+08:00

dedicated to Rachel Tandun:

oh my god my google image search could go on forever.

"surfer boys"

"justin bieber beach"

TANDUN TAKE PICTURES! LOVE YOU!

AND HAVE FUN WITH THEM

:')

2011-08-01T09:02:00.000+08:00

bubble pop-hyuna

go listen to it. its really cute :)

piano lesson blues

2011-07-26T19:37:00.003+08:00

hey everyone, as im writing this my head is bobbing to UKISS' 0330. its realllyyyyyy good. as well as MISS A's Goodbye Baby.

hmm i wonder how many people actually read this blog?

anyways, i strongly dislike piano lessons. its as if every lesson gives me the anxiety equivalent to 1 exam. its really bad. so im feeling really reluctant for tomorrow. especially when my teacher expects SOOOO much from me. need to practice aural, scales, songs, sight reading. GOSH! i need a breather.

maybe you'll tell me to quit since it gives me so much stress. but i cant! cus i need it for my music elective prog (mep) and im alr at sucha high level i might as well continue. lol grade 8 is tough :'(

imma dig a hole and sleep in it

2011-07-24T20:33:00.002+08:00

everyone is pissing me off today.

2011-07-24T20:33:00.001+08:00

2011-07-12T14:53:00.000+08:00

i wanna go for kayak courses

2011-07-12T14:47:00.002+08:00

i feel rejected and unwanted nowadays.. but feelings dont determine what or who you are.

what's important is that Jesus loves me :)

Dear Jesus, i need your comfort now.

Love, Janice

2011-07-10T21:00:00.001+08:00

if you wanted to talk to me, you would.

no way am i starting the conversation. heh

2011-07-10T20:44:00.002+08:00

its my birthday next sunday 17th July, and im excited :)

Geog Revisions

2011-07-10T20:40:00.002+08:00

Theme of Change

can coastal profiles remain constant?

is preservation of coastal environment vital to societal well-being?

can man's action and technology tame the natural processes of wave erosion?

life lesson #777

2011-07-08T19:47:00.008+08:00

when your situations make you feel judged and lousy,

and you feel hopeless (for example me and my piano/chinese)

Remember, that Jesus has taken every condemnation upon himself,

because it hurts him to see you upset.

With every whip, he removes all your judgement.

So today, you and I, we can SMILE ;)

look at our labels :)

selling @ $16.90 each

2011-07-07T18:38:00.001+08:00

Cath Kidston iPhone 4 covers

email jlim177@yahoo.com

listening to it so much :)

2011-07-06T20:18:00.001+08:00

2011-07-06T20:13:00.001+08:00

i'd rather be with you all everyday :)

lubs lubs you all <3

2011-07-04T19:36:00.000+08:00

i think oakham market is cool. may go there one day :)

2011-06-30T19:38:00.001+08:00

im absolutely thrilled that we had physical contact :) not the sick way tho

15TH JULY MY FAVOURITE DAY

2011-06-30T19:24:00.006+08:00

I AM MEGA EXCITED FOR KOREAN MUSIC WAVE!!!!

but no daesung. BUT HAVE SOLO PERFS SO WHO CARES?! (tho i like dae's solo: baby dont cry)

2011-06-30T19:11:00.003+08:00

lol my mum hates my fats. she wants me to shed 5kg. If you actually bothered to read this, i'll tell you a secret. im about 55kg now. yeah haha GRACE GRACE MAN. she is mad insane. she buys so much junk food and expects me not to get tempted to eat it. DAMMIT MA.

but she doesnt wanna acknowledge the fact that im so heavy cus i have slightly more than average muscles. yknow, the usual sports person muscle kind? ahhh wtv. i dont really like my stomach cus it bulges sometimes. ughhh. i dont think i'll ever wear a bodycon dress man. hahah make me look pregnant only. i dont think i'll ever wear a bodycon in my entire life. haha.

anyway, for those who wanna workout, i think skipping ropes is an effective workout. just do what we do for training is enough.

jump with both legs together- 300 x 2sets
skip with left leg only (hopping)- 150 x 2sets
skip with right leg only (hopping)- 150 x 2sets

uh huh.. if you want more.. make it 2(500+300+ 300)

ok thats it.

love me love me say that you love me.

im gods beloved and i bring joy to him ;)

2011-06-30T19:10:00.003+08:00

LWJL fb page is sucha nice place to visit :) it feels like another daily devo thingum

2011-06-30T19:00:00.004+08:00

I must share with you all something good (credits to Jasmine Koh!).

NOTE: This may change your life if you understand. If you dont, come to Church :)

As a girl,As ALL girls are made to find acceptance,we feel desperate for Love at times.Well,Most of the time.And its ok to feel desperate.Don't condemn yourself by saying im acting like a 'slut' liking one after another.All your heart wants is just to find Love.But find your stability in what that will never fail you.Jesus.What I do is,Look to God,In my Heart ache of these "lack of relationship" I take comfort knowing that Jesus is actually all that I need.And he knows my every desire,But my hearts desire was to spend my life with another,I Believe that God has already planned that.And I also take comfort in knowing that God has already provided everything,went ahead of me and said that it was good.And I take comfort in knowing that God will only give me what I'm ready For.And Give me things that will not destroy me.I don't have to look,YOU don't have to look because everything is there already.Just let it drop in your life.And I take Comfort in knowing that no matter which Road I choose,even if its the Bad one.He will turn it all around for me simply because he loves me.Honestly,In my life now,I feel like committing suicide infront of my class everyday.I feel like dying even more when I think about the future challenges I have ahead of me thinking that I'm not ready for anything.But even though I feel Drained,Even now,Too drained to even Breathe,I take Comfort in knowing that these are just feelings.These are just thoughts.Like how A child thinks he knows whats good for him,He needs his imperfect parents to teach him whats wrong and whats right,And YOU have a Perfect,Daddy God to give YOU EVERYTHING RIGHT.And I take comfort in knowing that He is my Comfort in my times of "wanting-to-die".He'll never Leave me.What makes it any diff from you?

All beautiful you are, my darling. There's no flaw in you. -Song of Solomon 4:7

2011-06-21T18:50:00.001+08:00

I LOVE MY DG SO MUCH :) they're such fun people to be with.

LIVING HIS LEGACY

2011-06-18T21:05:00.003+08:00

Legacy Camp was totally cool :)

we had Pastor Prince preaching and singing and Pastor Joe singing in chinese. Also, i learnt that Jesus really accepts me for who i am and men's words just dont stick. im actually quite lazy to blog now. im just very very happy cus god gave me so much grace and favour during the skit performance. totez a miracle.

and we're prolly gonna have a dg outing tmr @ sentosa. but not sure if confirmed yet leh :/

maybe i'll blog some of my sermon notes. like a little bit only la. those i think will help :)

ALSO, I DARE TO BE DIFFERENT

how to be an influence

2011-06-13T16:42:00.003+08:00

choose to think the best and believe the best of others

put people up, not down

help others be liked

help others be comfortable

help others be winners

put your ego out of the way

replace the word 'I' with 'We'

Act as if what you do makes a difference (It does!)

start an epidemic of enthusiasm

dont waste time waiting for inspiration. begin, and inspiration will find you

never make excuses

celebrate what you want more of

develop a tolerance for failure

pursue character before prosperity

create an atmosphere of forgiveness

never let up when you are ahead

I REALLY LIKE KEVJUMBA AND RYANHIGA.

2011-06-13T15:49:00.001+08:00

ive grown older

2011-06-12T20:23:00.002+08:00

i feel like its been a long time since i last blogged. i re-read my older posts and realised what a fun life i had. nowadays, im too busy thinking about what to do next, whether to play or do project/hw. i always end up playing ANYWAY

IN CASE YOU GUYS FORGOT TO CATCH UP WITH ME, i love Justin Bieber to bits. i attended his My Word Tour <3 OMGOMGOMGOMG! almost cried that day. it was like.. omg its freaking bieber! 15m away from me!

lol i realised typing is easier than writing in a book so i'll just blog.

and my recent fangirling is about Van Ness Wu, some taiwan actor/artiste. i think it'll be a short while only tho.. HE IS IN SINGAPORE! RENGUANGXI~

im attending Legacy EJ Camp in just about 2 days! WHOOOO :) time to catch up with the rest of the DG and go wild. i just have 1 worry. the Finale Night performance :/

I mean it was sure fun preparing for it in a few weeks, recording the song with my weird and untrained voice. but im really worried that my nervousness will affect my performance and the impact will not as much as everyone expected. plus im main character, making it super awkward.

I guess this is where you gotta sacrifice a lil to get some benefits. Danielle and Joy and Bird and Zerline would understand what i mean.

BUT STILL! I HAVE TO ACT LIKE SOME OVERREACTING EMO DEPRESSED KID! how awkward is that! and i have to act WITH my voice in the song. dammit :( i will cringe like crazy on finale night. I TOLD MY SIS THAT IF YOU EVER TELL ANYONE THAT THAT IS ME SINGING, YOU DIE. hahahahha thats how much i dont wanna let people know that its my voice. lol its different when i say it to my blog and to twitter. not many people read my blog. and im writing this pc of secret in a chunk of paragraph which will be a lil hard to read. ke! good job if you read this haha. good for you.

but ive really received quite a lot from this production. ive learnt a lot, both in skill and spirit.

CHANGE OF BLOGSHOP URL!

2011-05-01T22:47:00.000+08:00

oppa--saranghae.blogspot.com CHANGED TO http://dinosaur-pee.blogspot.com/

2010-03-04T22:54:00.001+08:00

lol k, dao me all you like.

just dont turn back to look for me.

thanks,
janice

2010-02-26T23:32:00.002+08:00

LOL I THINK I WILL GET A NEW WALLET :) HEHE ..

I just bought :

:- lego earphones <3
:- white dc marten boots <3
:- bag

and oh i want another lego ring OMO ..

aish and i think some of van gan's picture cards from the yab ost are gone... D: arsh..

2010-02-21T14:41:00.001+08:00

http://www.girlsholic.co.kr/ HAHA THIS SHOP HAS CL'S SHIRT ^^;; the telephone number thing :)) MELISSA GO SEE ! ITS LIKE 18 BUCKS ++

2010-02-19T09:28:00.001+08:00

LEE HONG KI SARANGHAEYO!!

2010-02-18T18:56:00.000+08:00

yuhu! yeah i made these and intend to sell them ^^

youre beautiful !!!

2010-02-17T13:34:00.002+08:00

AIGOOOO ! I AM OFFICIALLY ADICTED TO YAB <3 kekekeke ^^ but today got mep stuff so must stay back in school... so i cant watch yet. i wrote TAE KYUNG and JEREMY on the blackboard which is totally AGHHHH . oh wait. gtg bye!!

the watch dog.

2010-02-12T22:36:00.003+08:00

OREO, THANK YOU FOR KEEPING WATCH AT THE GATE :)

--love you forever (21!)--

the watch dog.

2010-02-12T22:36:00.002+08:00

OREO, THANK YOU FOR KEEPING WATCH AT THE GATE :)

--love you forever (21!)--

the watch dog.

2010-02-12T22:36:00.001+08:00

OREO, THANK YOU FOR KEEPING WATCH AT THE GATE :)

--love you forever (21!)--

2010-02-11T23:07:00.001+08:00

YELLOW MORTALS/FRIENDS :) SORRY I AM CHIONGING HOMEWORK... BUT I THINK I CAN REPLY YOU BY MONDAY! HEHE.. WAIT FOR ME YEAH :)) TAG WHEN READ!

the letter writitng frenzy

2010-02-03T17:48:00.004+08:00

hello mortals and frens!

hmm.. i still owe mae yee and tessa and maybe VG their letters ;_;

haha will come soon ^ w ^ omo vc is the bestest manz!

hehe.. and megan says that she will reply me by tmr ^^ yuhu! i get good mortals.. BUT NOT GOOD ANGELS.

who here can tell me that her angel abandoned her after 3 letters? =.= thats uber sad. YES I FEEL OUR PAIN Y.Y

haha.. thank you mortals who reply quickly..

and shame on you angels who abandon their mortals . XD

thatsallfolks!
janice <3

2010-01-30T23:05:00.002+08:00

hi everyone and mortals! i feel so sian. myfreakingmother is complaining. wlau. MORTALS PLEASE TAG! no you are not a stalker :D and nicole foo dont emo .. i stalk ppl too :D lol .. just curious, not a stalker ^^

haha. today i went to look for a piano and i found a good piano equivalent to grand piano kind of quality . haha! my mother loves it :D

haha.. then i had training which was kinda not good. D: cus my passes were like. o.o nvm . one hand passing sucks but 2 hand passing cant go far ...

HELP ME PLEASE! and merissa is sick .. and my mother has a motor mouth. and my dog is lonely :| i feel so tired. and i want wall decals ^^ and my mortals are nice.. and still waiting for megan's letter.
so good night.

and NOW FATHER STARTS NAGGING. shitz.

i love my juniors ^^

2010-01-27T10:54:00.004+08:00

omg the 203 com super fast ^^V whoohoo! i love you computer! <3

anyway.. this post is for all you mortals who are so curious about who i am ..

ok la.. YES I AM JANICE. >.> haha.. how do you all know? its too early.. lol. actually its about time la hor?

i would like to thank cynthia, vg and vc and tessa and roy for replying my letters! <3

and omo tessa's gonna buy the earphones for me!!! ahhhh i LOVE LEGO BRICK EARPHONES!! tes! i want the red one :D

but should i get the designed onme instead? ... hmms
OMG SORRY JUNIORS THE LINK I GAVE YOU ALL IS WRONG. DAMNNZZZx

K.. HERES THE PROPER LINK: http://www.wenxin-blogstation.blogspot.com/
tessa, they are sending orders in on thursday.. so are you helping me pay or you give me money to pay? ^^

WHOOHOO. I LOVE ALL YOU JUNIORS!

2010-01-15T15:01:00.002+08:00

hi poeple! i lovwe writing letters yeah! merissa very bad .. make her mortal so sad.. but her mortal very nice! she reply very fast..and mer always gets letters.. ah SIAN x1000000000000 damn. i never practice. HOW . it sucks.really. i am wasting $50 everytime i dun prac cus it wastes the time that i go for piano lesson D:

sorry ah ma!

i love dai yang tian! (and blogshopping >.<)

kay.. valerie knows that mel is cl-roo already.. HAHA

school...

2010-01-10T20:49:00.002+08:00

hello! my mortal is (chan mae yee!) haha.. any juniors.. if you see this.. good for you!

and i am thinking of adopting han jong hee (?) and qiqi and more?

muahahahah! i am watching peterchao vids on youtube! kinda vulgar.. but very funny!

CHAO OUTSIDE` .. you ************!!

haha.. thanks rachel tee for reading my blog still~
i must get used to doing hw! and i always hate the idea of decorating files :-|

as in who will have so much time! they'll eventually get screwed up!

ugh. but i still like our teacher!

and i want my mortal to REPLY!!!

ok.. today i went to cotton on to buy stuff! WHOOTS 8D yupp.. kiasu sporean . sales then must buy something..

AND I MADE LEGO RINGS MEL! <3

ok.. i have to go get money (no link:P)

CHAO OUTSIDE` you ************!!

damn it

2010-01-06T20:56:00.001+08:00

ugh. my father is freeking annoying. super luo shuo. talk about time management like he is some pro.. how can oyu talk for 1 whole hour about it? wth

love 2010

2010-01-04T13:35:00.001+08:00

hello! i am actually looking forward to the first training of the year and the first day of school!

let's say its a good start!

:D peace out!

wakakakakakakak!

2010-01-03T22:28:00.004+08:00

muahahahahahah! excited! WHOOHOOO! i am gonna be an angel.. i wann2 write to her soon...

HOPE SHE IS NOT A TOOOT. 8-| ok.. sorry i am being mean.. D:

how to know who's your mortal? I AM SO NOT GONNA BE LIKE MY ANGEL.. (who abandoned me after 3 letters/// DD:)

and i cant wait to see what school will be like again!

HMM.. now its 203! whoohoo.. sec2.. SENIORS!

and i wanna make rings ! anyone knows where to buy the rings? i plan to superglue stuff onto my ring..

busy start :D

2010-01-02T09:48:00.002+08:00

hello again.. haha i have been kinda lazy to update.. SORRY AH >.>

kekeke.. cant wait to go back to school with you all! ytd was new year.. and cus parents were at home.. they made us pack up our room cus we are moving house.. to BISHAN!

haha :D i like the new house.. and i like my new jacket. and i like my new cotton on tee. and i like my "volkswagon" racerback ^^ . and i like my clean room. AND I LIKE MANY OTHER NEW THINGS!

whoohoo.. gonna go for 1st church service in 2010 soon :D cant wait..
and my oreo :D i have a feeling he is growing bigger..

and PLEASE PLEASE TAG!
bye!

muscle aching everywhere~

2009-12-30T14:19:00.002+08:00

hello... :| for the last 3 days.. i have been having netball.. NO WAY. ytd i was still suffering from major muscle aches from monday's super tiring training.. and then also on tue got netball carnival..

THEN TODAY GOT TRAINING .. AGain. yeap.. but today NO NEED TO RUN!!!

its the best day ever~ (sing to apongebob's best day ever xD)

anyway.. i just bought a bomber jacket.. SUPER NICE ^^ at $10. WHOOHOO!
Where can you find that mannz.

yayay.. today my parents coming back from 10 day overseas trip. (good and bad actually.. but for now.. good)

whoohoo.. 2010 COMING PEEPS!
excited!

2009-12-30T13:28:00.003+08:00

looking for long lost relative.. read more please!

and read these ads to earn money..
here's the banner!

go create an account.. they will send you an ad in a few days.

WHOO! MINE CAME TODAY :D this is the first one..$$$$$

earn money for shopping~

2009-12-25T13:44:00.002+08:00

AH! i am reading emails and getting paid (cheque!)
its like.. you choose what kind of emails you wanna read.. like your interests.. then they will send advertisements for you to see.

they say its because their advertisers pay them to send out ads .. so they thought that its only right to give us some money to help them read!

WHOOHOO! join la:D
i join ler. ^^

merry christmas

2009-12-25T12:39:00.003+08:00

hello merry christmas! sorry that recently i havent been posting stuff. thats because none will entertain you :x anyways.. lately i have been staying up late to play com.. XD

shopping and bbq

2009-12-22T23:14:00.002+08:00

hello! today i went shopping with melissa..\

we met at tampines.. then shopped at tampines mall (COTTON ON!!) and tampines 1..

then at cotton on.. last time we were there the leggings were $20. but then now is 50%!! whoots.. so i bought it at $10..

and meli kinda felt the AIYO feeling.. and ya. she complained thaat itake too long in stores because i just keep trying on stuff but dont buy them..

then we also went to bugis street. and i bought another pair of leggings.. for $9.. after i bargained.. WHOOHOO! cheap cheap :D and also a tee shirt like comic design like that.. bu twhen i wear it.. it kinda looks too boomz.

and looks kinda scary too ._. and i had to borrow $10.70 from melissa.. :(

then i went for netball bbq.. and there was heng hwee's cousin.. who was SOO CUTE! she is veryveryvery pretty :)

busy busy

2009-12-21T13:20:00.003+08:00

hello all! recently i have been really busy with church christmas service stuff.. and gg for manymany outings on a daily basis..

holidays not boring! and now training resumed ler.. even more busy.. after training got more activities ;D

ANYWAY ytd for christmas party we pushed ppl into the pool! whoohoo!

k.. you all probably wont be interested.. so nvm i wont say too much!

2009-12-18T20:04:00.001+08:00

haha.. ytd i went with melissa to causeway point=>COTTON ON!

haa.. then melissa went to buy an oversized tank top.. kinda like minzy's.. the armpit hole super big one.. then air armpit a bit then can see your bra and stomach that kind.. and super nice leggings :D

anyway.. i also bought a kinda oversized tee for $10 :D kekeke.. not like melissa spend $40 and need to borrow $4 from me..

NOO! next monday got training again D: but nvm la.. get some exercise?
recently i have been surfing blogshops.. :D i never knew korean and taiwan tees could be that awesome :D

i wanna buy a lot of them.. but i am not the impulsive buyer like melissa..

infact.. i HESITATE TOO MUCH! >( so.. after a few days i stil wont be able to make up my mind.. :P

i wanna buy leggings with a magazine kinda look.. KINDA LIKE MINZY'S!

love 2NE1 <3 cant wait for their album :D

seng kang pool

2009-12-16T22:14:00.002+08:00

hello everyone! recently i have been super busy with church stuffs..

so ya.. some more this sat need to go for rehearsal from 1pm to 9.45pm.. :O

and then sunday is christmas svc.. so serving for both services..

and then today i went to ion the rubi shoes.. to buy black flats .. cus i need them for this sunday..

and that deng yue always wont follow me go causeway point or ion one.. . :(

today i went to seng kang swimming complex with all the slides and stuff! whoots..

ahah.. so fun ;D K.. i hav a sundden urge to blogshop for oversized tees and grapic-ed leggings! KEKEEKE..

dorither mbunda! loves:D

2009-12-14T13:51:00.002+08:00

hello everyone! recently the nations cup 2o09 just ended.. and then this tanzanian net ball player threw a ball to me(every plyaer will do that) which had her phone number and address on it.. :O

haha.. so i went to sms her. . and she REPLIED! at 2am last night :D

i said that my name was janice..but she saw it as.. janet :X

and she didnt answer my question to what is uleeya :( but.. she said that she luvs me and told me tohave a nice dream :S

african ppl are so friendlY! I GAVE her my email so that communicating will be free .. i hope she sends me an email !

oh.. and remember that i am gonna be part of the choir during my church christmas svc?

they want us to wear : white top+black pants + silver sparkly accessories...

OH TIANN! i took the whole night ytd to look for those stuff cus today i need to bring my outfit for them to check... :O

then all my clothes are my mum's. and the accessories make me look like i gg for dunno waht...

hols are the best!

2009-12-13T23:55:00.001+08:00

haha.. today was spent mostly with my dare gp.. :D we are more bonded now!
i still cant get over camP:D

god loves me even tho i sin!
good night!

sorry if i dont talk much recently.. cus all i can think of to blog about is church.you all prob not interested..

jesus.. lover of my soul +

2009-12-11T22:34:00.002+08:00

i LOVE EJ5 CAMP!!! so.. its church camp.. and lasted 4 days..

in DOWNTOWN EAST:COSTA SANDS RESORT whooHoo!
and we went to wild wild wet :DD

HEHE.. last night i practically stayed up the whole night cus there was no lights out.. ^^ some sleepy head (mostly guys) went to sleep.. whats the point.. sleeping wont let you talk to friends..

LOL. anyway.. I LOVE MAGGI MEE! and that night was fun.. we played truth or truth and managed to find out who jonathan likes.. xD LMAO.. beth if you know it i bet you heartBROKEN! sorry i dont think she reads my blog.. and keep tagging peeps!

WHOOHOO! i went to watch the nations cup at toa payoh sports hall today.. apparently i realised that i had a lot to learn from those national players.. T_T

god please help me..
and they were throwing free teeshirts during breaks.. and actually i caught it but my sec 2 senior took it..cus her hand was somehow longer... T__T

and from now i shall know my identity as god's beloved child and not plant evil words (e.g. you're gay/stupid/dumb) into other ppl's hearts cus my words carry power.. :D

its awesome to have a my abba father's love. it fills every void and we wont have to smoke.. join gangs , etc just to be accepted because god's love is enough.

amen. and thank you for waiting for my blog post??

my sins are forgiven

2009-12-07T00:02:00.002+08:00

just now my mum wanted to change the com pw.. so i kinda got angry and told her: k la. i everyday go far east la! (cus i will have nothing to do.. hmm actually i do but wtv)

then i went to my room feeling very angry.. so i asked my sis: we 1 day go jurong, 1 day go orchard, 1 day go east coast, 1 day go hougang . OK?

Then i was also very angry cus i had to check some important stuff regarding my camp on the com .. but if i dont have excess.. then wth. how was i gg to check?

then in the end i was like.. i dont care [e e e e e], i must check my stuff first. (and i intended to pester my mum for the pw)

then i realised that the pw wasnt changed +_+

sorry ah mummy :/

very nice and good sunday morning/afternoon

2009-12-06T12:59:00.002+08:00

HELLO! today i woke up at 11 plus cus i stayed up last night too play monopoly <3!

then i bathed oreo and applied his skin spray and ear drops for him.. then i went to bathe myself. so this morning was pretty busy.. as always.

ytd at church i received something new.. in everything, give thanks [to the lord] as this is the will of god.

when we give thanks for god's mercy and everything we have, even for our unpleasant circumstances, god will align our circumstances according to his will and make all things GOOD :D

so lets start giving thanks for every new day!

k.. and my church camp is coming up: 8-11 dec.

so i will come with a big expectation of what god will do for me.
i will list them down one by one and after camp, i will realise that god has met my expectations.. or MORE :D

but.. sob sob.. I LOST MY CAMP PACKING LIST D;
yes, again O:

but i asked sabrina to email me the info:D (but i already asked her the last time i lost my list)

WHOOHOO! NOW I WILL PLAY MONOPOLY.. and i will post more photos of oreo.. ON HIS WALK!
keke.. ^^ annyonng :D

100th post :D

2009-12-05T23:44:00.002+08:00

HELLO! erm this is the 100th post..

yay we are old :D

keke..
i love shi yin's random quote of the day : "i wonder if there's someone in RI who obsesses over SNSD as much as i do over YoungSaeng"

HAHA! SHI YIN I LOVE IT :D